I love you. I honestly love you.

VICE!!

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 02:53:37 GMT

How Fun Was Vice Night, Oxnard was amazing, YAY! pics!
http://photobucket.com/albums/y25/assfullofkarma/
- Ali

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 05:42:05 GMT

VALETINES DAY SUX!

poop

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 01:06:36 GMT

THE PSATS SUCK, FOUR HOURS OF SITTING ON YOUR BUT LOOKING AT WORDS I ODNT EVEN KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE! FUN STUFF HUH. I AM JUST HAPPY THEY ARE OVER!

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 03:32:47 GMT

I havent updated in a while so i thought i might now...ya know its really hard to tell who your friends are and were in the first place...like seriously how do you know who your good friends are...cuz i know i dont really know...some people are just really good at putting on acts, especially when they need someone and youre there...that was kinda a random thing but it just popped in my head so ya...omg im so glad we have a 4 day weekend, even though im not doing anything special but i get to spend time with people i havent in a while...YAY!! what is everyone doing this weekend?

BLAH

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 03:38:07 GMT

IM BORED!
-A

MANON'S B-DAY

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 06:15:00 GMT

MANON I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH, YOUR BDAY WAS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER BEEN TO IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW, IT WAS GRRREAT!
I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH
-ALI

POOOOO

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 00:53:58 GMT

I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW!

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 02:37:22 GMT

What is a friend?

Scheduel

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 01:46:59 GMT

-camacho
-dupuy
-wade
-goodheart
-dean
-dickens

- Ali

YAY!

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 02:27:07 GMT

JESSICA I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ,YOU ARE 17 TODAY! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOUR NEW CARR! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I LOVE YOU!
- ALI

17!

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 22:03:07 GMT

It's my birthday.

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 21:42:25 GMT

hey HEY hey!!! im really bored at work right now so i decided to think of my favorite movies, and there were so many. does everyone have a lotta favorite movies? heres 10 i came up with:
1.Pirates of the Caribbean 2.A Walk To Remember 3.Sweetest Thing 4.Bad Boys 5.How High 6.Identity 7.Cry Baby 8.Scream 9.Bird On A Wire 10.Face Off

YAY!! now im happy cuz i remembered its my last week so i can have a break before school starts. i have like a week of acually summer....

:( ...

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 01:45:20 GMT

I wanna go to the beach so bad!!!

I miss everyone. i haven't seen anyone in like a week cept ashley and amy, i love you guys

Blah

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 04:20:47 GMT

Hey everyone,
school is almost over,yay! Even though i have summer school, because i am dumb, but anyway.Yay summer! I hope everyone has fun!

my favorite song...YAY!

Wed, 05 May 2004 05:21:56 GMT

Wow! could school get any worse. I just seriously can't wait for it to be over, and for summer to come, ya i know everybody can't wait. Well anyways, ya life sucks. Its just all mest up but hey what can a girl do? Oh well, being happy works for now, lets see how long it lasts...lol <333 XoXo

everytime i hear this it reminds me of you...

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 01:19:14 GMT

hey! its finally spring break. everyones been talkin about it so im pretty sure you guys are all out having a blast right now. i have 2 this to look forward to goin to ames hous ein oxnard and seeing max (i love you maxi, have fun this week i hope i see you) well whats everyone doing this week? comment if you'd like..... love ya <333 Sash

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 02:52:35 GMT

Happy Birthday Ash Ash! And Congrats! You're cool.

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 05:15:23 GMT

Life really sucks! It sucks it hard!

<3, Ali

Heartache heartache I just have so much. . .

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 23:47:05 GMT

Well this weekend was um bad and this week is gonna suck.
Friday all I did was go out to dinner with jonathan-whatever.
Saturday I didn't really do anything being the loser that I am
and only went out at like 12 to pick up jonathan and then I came
home at 1am- cool. Sunday, well, I went over to Ali's for a bit and we
tanned and talked cause I needed that shit. And then later that night
I came home and watched the Britney Spears concert which sucked
and was a comlete let down. She can't sing for shit and after that I
just went to bed disappointed. Today I picked up Jonathan and took
him to school. I did better on my math which created a brief moment
of happiness- but it was nothing permant. Then I Ortiz decided to be
mean as usual and give us a test on thursday, essay in-class on friday,
and an in-class essay on monday. The rest of the day I was a complete
blur. I was really out of it and couldn't control my emotions. I just need to
grow up cause I'm such a fuckin baby. That's really it- I'm such a boring loser.
But I did make friends with Cathy haha. Also, I decided I'm changing my outlook
on life. I'm just going to do the best I can to make myself happy and not let
things get in the way. I don't know how many times I say I'm gonna change into
a better person, but honestly this time I want to stick to it. I'm just going to expand
and do things that aren't typically me. I'm so sick of me and people thinking they
know what to expect of me. I'm not going to be the same- I don't want to be and
obviously I'm doing something wrong.
C'est la vie! <3 Jessica

Hi Cool!

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 07:14:54 GMT

Hey it's me-Jessica!
I'm at Ali's house right now cause I was having a bad day so she was trying to make me feel better. Well she made me eat so much pizza I almost threw up. It was funny though cause we watched a bunch of episodes of Friends and laughed. I needed that. It's a little after eleven o'clock and I'm gonna go home soon but I really don't want to because being at home makes me sad and think about all the things going on in my life right now. And Ali is talking to this kid Sean right now and they are all giggly and it makes me smile. I want perfection or something like that. I want a movie moment- but then again that just sounds dumb. (sigh A Walk To Remember) Last year, Sasha and I were obessed with that movie and I remember watching it over and over and now it just seems so fake. Well things change and we all come to reality<>. I went to the doctor today and wow was that all weird and uncomfortable and so after that I went to go shopping and while I was eating lunch this waiter invited me to this party in Hollywood and I was kinda creeped out cause he was like 22 and that freaked me out. Ali is talking about gum now and I really wanna give her dog some gum. I think little Bella would like that cause she has really bad breathe. I wanted to go to the beach tomorrow but now it might be overcast and that pisses me off cause I was looking forward to the beach all week. Well c'est la vie. And Happy Birthday to Lauren Takemoto, since I didn't get to tell her today. And all the cheerleaders were in the newspaper and that was cool. People actually thought the cheerleaders didn't suck this pep rally- congratualtions to us cheerleaders. We have one more pep rally left. And now I have nothing more to say and I'm dumb and left my cell phone at my house and I'm gonna have to drive home listening to me singing to myself. I hate being alone...it's so lonely. Well as ever one knows "You can'y have S-E-X in front of the b-a-b-i-e!"
I'm out (like trout)- Jessica

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 06:14:12 GMT

I MISS ALI CHER JASSEM! Nothing is right without her. Everything seems so fucked up this week and the only reason I can come up with is that Ali hasn't been here. I miss her and I need her. I'm not even looking forward to Vice; everything is just so dumb now. I don't know what's wrong with me; I feel so overwhelmed and I just don't like anything right now. And now it seems like there is no one there to make it all better. . . .
<3 Jess

I love my boyfriend. . . . .

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 03:17:51 GMT

This valentine's day was the BEST BEST BEST ever.
I've never felt so loved or been so happy. I'm sure
I could walk in the clouds or at least that's how I feel.
I can't stop smiling and I want this happiness to last forever.
Ahhh....Ali and I filled Jonathan's room with tons and tons of balloons
and made a poster that said will u go to vice with me. I hope it
brought a smile to his face. I just wanna make him happy like he makes me.
Valentine's Day:
Dinner
Pier
Ferris Wheel
Lost
Drew's
Rose petals
VS
Sleep
PERFECT!!!

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 03:46:53 GMT

should i have just kept my mouth shut?!?!? when someone tells you to tell them everything, like little questions and what your thinking, you do it right? well some stuff should you just not ask and keep to yourself and have it bug you and think about it?

Fuck It

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 22:41:21 GMT

Guys suck, honestly I'm through with them. I always say that but then I can't help myself. What's the point of a boyfriend if he is never there when you need him the most?! And how come guys always get mad at you after they have hurt your feelings? Nothing makes sense anymore. I just feel out of place. I'm scared and I don't even know what I'm afraid of. I don't care anymore. What's the point of caring when it does no good. I'm just wasting my time. So I'll just put a smile on my face and pretend everything is ok even though I'm crying inside. I can be by myself for once. At least I have my friends and I know that they care about me.
<3 Jess

BTW: Love only exists in fairytales. And you're dumb!

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 01:35:04 GMT

hey everybody! how was everyones friday night? mine was pretty good, i was happy to hang out with jess and ali finally cuz i havent for a while...yay!!! well a couple days ago i got a fourtune in a cookie that said happy news is on its way to me, so im still waiting...theres only one thing and that is for my cousin to be ok like can talk and shitt... well i'm still waiting for him and praying for him <333 XoXo Sasha